haha. i`ve thought of closing down this blog. it`s devoid of privacy, though it would kindof render me completely unreachable to people whom i am not as closed to in reality. people who i don`t get to see in my daily life. lol. its some kindof irony actually.
anyhow, life has certainly changed.
the promos are over for one. life is still alil stressful, albeit in a different light. there`s like choir consuming most of my time, and still the many PW stuff to contend with. wanted to work with des and all but couldn`t get committed. LOL. money is nt enough motivation for me huh.
in choir, you know i really don`t exactly LOVE sectionals. though i know its definitely essential. perhaps it`s just that the reality of being a 'mentor' hits me. and there`s the sense of immense responsibility too. one wrong beat or timing or note off the keyboard or piano and i`m rendering the choir open to disharmony amongst the chords. i`m in the process of learning to teach better, and with more patience too, and all the crap of teaching a large group. hahaha. certainly not like dunearn choir, where sectionals were alot easier due to the song selection.
i love combined though. even the scoldings, for they make us fear. they make us cower and feel like we haven`t done enough, or practiced enough. i sure hope they make my entire section feel this way. haha. okaye fine, at least my sop2s. LOL
whats overcome me to write abt choir. tsk.
perhaps since thats abt what my life revolves around with, coupled with those pw stuff and those meetings with friends. oh, and SHOPPING. but thats abt it. haha. not to mention alot of books. =) i read.
still have yet to meet cathleen due to all those ongoing project stuff. ahha. we`ll meet soon!
lots of plans still unfulfilled. i can`t wait for vcd marathons and movies at malaysia and all the crap. cause i sure knw i won`t be able to do this next year. as in, before the A levels. next year would just be a mad rush of completing tutorials, choir, studies. so i guess i`ll take take time to enjoy whatever life i have left. i need this relaxation to be able to last me that ONE year. hohoh
okokaye, till the next post. which won`t be TOO soon i guess.
happy yuletide! =)
